Pretty excited to get my tattoo colored up tomorrow. By excited, I mean beyond stokedddd.
Weird life. People come and go when you lease expect it.
And I’m guilty of getting my hopes too high too soon.
Let’s see how this goes.
Advice I give myself but never take seriously:
Time to buckle down and do this 24-day challenge. Yikes. I am crying on the inside at the thought of no cheese fries & no Woodchuck for the next few weeks, but my body will thank me when I’m doing my swimsuit calendar shoot in June.
After talking to my friend last night and hearing how she has no desire for anyone, I too realized .. neither do I.
I have great girl friends and I just truly enjoy spending my time with them. I can’t imagine (at this moment in time) dealing with the stress of a relationship. I just want to cuddle and drink myself into a laughing fit. That’s what life is about, right? Surrounding yourself with friends that bring the best out in you. I’ve been having a blast these past few months and great things have been happening (sup, swimsuit calendar opportunity?)
I am not opposed to a relationship, but they will have mighty shoes to fill.
I’m sorry, mom. I won’t vote because I don’t have a clue what’s going on. I don’t know the pros and cons of every candidate so it’s not really fair for me to pick one over the other. Uneducated voting is just as bad as not voting. Also, every politician sucks in one way or another. You’re basically choosing who sucks less.
In order to keep myself and my mind busy, I am going to share some great music finds every day for the month of April. Stay tuned, kiddos.
This lonely feeling comes and goes but as far as I can tell, nothing can really change it.
This is how it’s gonna be.
Just another Friday with big things ahead.
The fact that I can is sweeter than actually following through. Kind of.
"I wish things could’ve been different."
I’m sure we all do about something in our lives. Let’s think about how many times we’ve used that phrase. Every action has an affect both in the present and later down the road. I like to think that if things with us were better, I wouldn’t have been enjoying these strange adventures lately. My life has become one big strange weird and awesome adventure. I am very thankful for the tail end of 2013 and all of 2014 so far.
Heartbreak is pretty crummy, especially since your thoughts of a future were being built around one person and where their life was taking them.
But now I’m focusing on what I am going to do tomorrow for myself.
Like I really need to get my hair did and I am too lazy to do it well not so much lazy as I don’t feel like spending the $$$ so whatever.
If you’re at a point in your life where you know you can’t commit to a relationship,why go through all of the motions with a girl to make her feel like there is the possibility of one? Calling her cute names like babe, taking her out (& paying), telling her you really like her & that you aren’t seeing anyone else, etc etc.
Just be honest- you want a hookup for awhile. It’s cool. Ladies that want it bad enough will totally respect your fear of monogamy and jump on the dick train. Don’t fuck (literally) with the ones who are interested in giving you all of their time and putting forth effort to make things work. We don’t want to waste our time on someone who may offer good boom boom but bails out a few weeks later for a new plow sesh.