coffee & flowers.

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I hate that you are no longer rotting in jail and free to roam wherever you so choose.

You are the only person I have ever sincerely hated and I cannot wait to see you lowered into the earth.

I’m fine for so long and then something just sparks the worst sadness in every part of my heart.

I want this nightmare to be over.

And things to be back to normal.

"Normal."

I really hate when people tell me I’m “hot.”  Please don’t.  I will yell at you.

Mannnn, my body hurts from a combination of soccer & moshing.  I just wanna do a workout & my muscles won’t let me today.

Owowow.

Number 9, you certainly did not disappoint.  I think you may honestly have been the greatest Brand New show I’ve seen.

How to Dress for a Brand New Concert:

  • not whore clothes.
  • solid shoes.

And that’s it! Congratulations- you are now ready to have your hair pulled & elbows thrown into your throat.

Talking to athletes is the worst.  At least you know you can expect the begging of boomboom ..

These bruises, though.

Little Green Cars - The Kitchen Floor

And in a moment, I had forgotten 
all the things that you had said to me
I think just like a child
You try to burn my mind
All it is is dangerous to me

And through the kitchen door
I see you’re on the floor
Said you never wanted me to see
I guess what’s done is done
It looks like you had fun
I’ll just go inside and watch TV

I’ve been enough
and it gets rough
when all the people stare
talk on the streets and in my faces 
that we are not living
I’m just a cast you had removed when all the pain was over
I’ll sit at home you’ll never know
the things you make me think of
you make me think of

And when I think about
the times you carried out
everything you said you never would
Pick up the telephone
I ring my friends at home
they say I should stop
I think I should

And in a moment
I try forgetting everything you’ve ever said to me
I think about the mountain and how I’ve never been there
probably because I was with you

You say enough
You think you’re tough
to say to me it’s over
I’m out the door
but I’m not sure if I’ve forgotten something
You lie awake you try to make amends 
cause your not sleeping
I’ll sit at home you’ll never know
the things you make me think of
You make me think of

And through the kitchen door
I see you’re on the floor
Said you never wanted me to see
I guess what’s done is done
It looks like you had fun
I’ll just go inside and watch TV

They say good things come to the good who wait ..

Well I’ve been waiting & waiting

.. seen a lack of change.

We are together when I am sleeping.  My dreams are the only place I feel whole.  I’d rather be at rest than anywhere else in the world.